it's not because i'm lonely...

from as good as it gets by abigail

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i'm sorry that you can still smell cigarette smoke in my hair
and that you know that all my clothes are soaked with cheap beer
i just came home from hangin out in some dirty basement
i tried to drink enough that i'd forget for a while

now i'm laying in bed
half sober half dead
and i can't seem to fall asleep

the numbers on my phone screen keep reminding me
that it's late and you're probably not awake but you wouldn't call anyway
i'll get high on my own, i'll pretend my life's not a joke
tell everyone back home that i'm okay

if i had more friends
instead of just acquaintances
i wouldn't have to have validation
i wouldn't have to sleep with him

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from as good as it gets, released November 14, 2014

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