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i want 2 believe (in something other than u)

from as good as it gets by abigail

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lyrics

i could write a song about kissing you
drunk and on the floor of a girl's apartment
but instead i'll write a song you can't understand
any more than when i tried to
hold your hand to keep you there
you averted your gaze to avoid confrontation
shaking your head am i missing something

i wrote in my diary that dads says what i'm feeling is fake
i wanna lay in bed all day and watch x-files
maybe i'll make some mistakes
take some pointers from fox on how to deal
with skeptics and those who don't believe
maybe scully is right and there are
some things that you just have to see


i want to believe that you can't see right through me
and it's hard
i want to believe that you can't blame me for this
and it's hard


i hope there is more to this life than
what i've given and what you took
i hope maybe sometime that you'll
stop giving me all those dirty looks
from across the room out of the corner of your eye
you catch me looking and you wave hi
to my friends but you won't say hello to me
mulder's got it right, i want to believe

so i'll turn to the cosmos i'll pray to the stars
i'll bite my tongue while you're breaking my heart
and i'll keep on counting the days that i spent in your arms
reading my future in tea leaves, using crystals for strength
i'm losing my mind, i've got no one to thank
other than you and your lack of commitment
maybe this break up will force me to get with it


i want to believe in myself
but it's hard when you're out there with someone else
so please just help me
to believe
in something that
isn't you

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from as good as it gets, released November 14, 2014

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